Tag Archives: infertility

Long overdue…and a LONG post.

Is there anyone still here?  I certainly wouldn’t blame you if you lost interest and left.   Yes, I’ve been a bad blogger.  I’ve been conflicted about whether to keep this blog, start a new mommy blog for our new life with Ashlyn, … Continue reading

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Mother’s Day

This is my first Mother’s Day that I can celebrate being a mother!   But the emotions are not quite so simple.  As I contemplate this day and what it means, I find myself weepy and emotional, happy and sad – I … Continue reading

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Stupid stuff people say

There seems to be no end to the stupid things that come out of people’s mouths.  I’m not sure why, but it seems even more true related to infertility, loss, and adoption subjects.  But, for those of you with a … Continue reading

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The Unexpected Elements of Grief

Coming up on the 4 month mark of losing my sons, I now know that I really knew nothing about grief (and probably still know very little).   The loss of grandparents or friends of friends or even miscarriage did nothing … Continue reading

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Jinxing

After so many years of infertility – the trying on our own, the IUI, numerous IVF cycles here and even IVF in Europe – all these fertility treatments with the end result being BFN, miscarriage or infant loss, I find myself always waiting for the … Continue reading

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